Monday, November 7, 2016

Josh's YAGM Experience

Black and White. Good and Bad. Saint and Sinner. Sacred and Secular. Clean and Dirty. Right and Wrong.

The world presents us with dichotomies we must choose. They help us to conceptualize things, to understand the world around us. But, these dichotomies are often harmful.

During college, I was presented with a dichotomy that work for God can either be evangelistic to “save souls”, or focused on justice to transform the world.

While the two can and should work together, I was often made to think that ministry was one or the other. And more often than not, I was made to believe, and occasionally told explicitly, that the work of “saving souls” took precedence over all other ministry.

It was a dichotomy that bothered because I felt a yearning to work for justice, but experienced a pressure that all ministry should somehow lead to an alter call or a prayer of acceptance of faith. It felt like I had to enter all ministry with an ulterior motive. Carrying this motive left me feeling more like a used car salesman than a bearer of good news.[1]

My experience as a Young Adult in Global Mission provided me with the opportunity to do ministry in a way that existed outside of this dichotomy. It allowed me to listen to the voice in my heart to work for justice, and to do so in context of God’s mission to the world, realizing that God’s new creation isn’t just a future hope for the after life, but something that was set in motion with the death and resurrection of Christ and something that we have a part in Here and Now.




Young Adults in Global Mission is a year long service program for young adults in their 20s. Participants live and serve in ten different countries around the world and practice an accompaniment model of missionary work

Accompaniment is walking together in a solidarity that practices interdependence and mutuality.

In practice this meant that I did not go to Mexico to change people. I was there to learn from others, and to work alongside others. I was there to fall in love with Mexico. I was there to recognize that each person possesses gifts to support God’s Kin-dom.[2]

While, I may have incidentally taught someone with my words along the way, my greater hope is that I have shown others that U.S. citizens are no different than them – no happier, no smarter, no better. I hope I have shown them that we are equals, and that I have learned so much from them. I hope that I have been a subtle correction to the centuries-old conquistador mold in which colonists, neo-colonists and transnational corporations have plundered Mexico of resources, sovereignty and dignity. Above all, I know that the relationships that I took part in were full of meaning and love. These relationships were God-honoring and life-giving.




My YAGM year in Mexico had two main components: life with my host family and service at my work site.

After a week of orientation to YAGM in Chicago, and three weeks in Mexico, I arrived to Tlaxcala on September 15. Just in time to participate in Mexico’s Day of Independence celebrations. My Mexican host family welcomed me with open arms from day one

Mamá Oliva immediately began to call me “hijo” and “niño Josh” and the family treated me as one of their own.

They cooked incredible meals for me: mole, chilaquiles, memelas, tamales, tacos, pipian, and more. I would eat until I couldn’t eat anymore and the family would still egg me to keep eating.  My Tía Norma frequently said “¿porque no comes? Why don’t you eat?”

The family took me to local ruins, museums and hot springs. They shared their best tequila and mezcal with me. They brought me along to the market and introduced me to a variety of Mexican traditions. They blessed me with the opportunity to be a part of their daily lives. Their love and acceptance gave me life.




In addition to my family life in Mexico, I worked at a shelter for migrants traveling from Central America through Mexico in route to various Mexican cities, and for many, ultimately the United States.

This shelter was located beside the train tracks that connect Veracruz and Mexico City. The majority of visitors in the shelter are riding on top of and between cargo trains that run along this line. When they pass the shelter, they jump off the train and come stay with us for up to 48 hours. In the shelter, we provide basic necessities like food, clothing, medical care, and a bed to sleep on. About 95% of the visitors in the shelter are men. There are also some women and families, and some trans individuals.

My job in the shelter consisted of helping cook and clean. I also welcomed new arrivals to the shelter and registered them in our database. I took care of the rabbits, chickens and turkeys we had on site. And, I talked to a number of guests in the shelter, and heard some of their stories: the reasons they left their country, the things they experienced on the migrant trail, their hopes for the future.




Before traveling to Mexico, I had thought little about immigration. Immigration had always been a distant political issue that did not bother me. The September day that I arrived to the shelter quickly changed that. First, I noticed that one young man looked identical to a friend of mine from Texas. Then, I saw another young guy sporting a Texas State University hat – a state school located less than thirty minutes from my home in Texas. Then, I met Franklin, or Franky as we called him in shelter.

Franky approached me. He knew that I looked out of place in this shelter, and in English asked me, “where are you from?”

As soon as I said “San Antonio.” He began talking to me about the Spurs (San Antonio’s NBA basketball team) and our recent acquisition of Lamarcus Aldridge.

We then talked about local places we had both been to like Canyon Lake and the San Marcos River.

Franky then began to tell me his story.

Franky is from Honduras. When he was fourteen years old, he was struck by a stray bullet from a nearby gang fight. Franky was not seriously injured, but the incident was taken seriously by Franky’s father. Franky’s dad, who was living and working in the U.S., made arrangements for him to be brought to the States. Franky did not want to go; his whole life and his family were in Honduras. But, he felt obliged to follow his dad’s request. So, he soon traveled to the U.S. with a smuggler.

Franky made it across the border and moved in with his dad in Iowa. He enrolled in High School for two years before beginning to work. Eventually, Franky moved to San Antonio, where he began to work as a landscaper. He fell in love and had a son.

On July 4th of 2014, Franky’s future would take a turn. Franky was swept up in the excitement of Independence Day celebrations, and began drinking with friends. While driving to the store to purchase more alcohol, Franky was pulled over and arrested for driving under the influence. He spent the next two months in a detention center before being sent back to Honduras.

During the year since his deportation, Franky had been in Honduras working and saving money to make another trip north. Franky would talk to his son on the phone, but it was tough. His 8-year old son would ask, “Dad, where are you? Where did you go?” Franky tried to explain the reality of the situation. He was not legally permitted to reside in the United States and he had made a big mistake. But, it was hard to explain. Franky longed to be back with his son, so that he could care for him when he is sick, help him with his homework, kiss him goodnight.[3]




My interaction with Franky made me realize that immigration was not just a distant political issue, but rather something that affected me on a personal level. I realized that immigrants – both those with and without documents– are my literal neighbors in the US.

As the year went on, I learned more about my privilege and more about the complex set of economic, political and security factors that prompts Central Americans to leave their countries

My tattoos started many conversations. Many men in the shelter were interested in them and asked me about them. A number of guys shared that they could not wear tattoos in their countries because only the gangs wore tattoos. They shared that they hoped to start a new life in the US and maybe get a tattoo there one day. Other men had already spent years living in the US before deportation and had tattoos of their own.

Another way that I learned was through the process of registering new arrivals in the shelter. While registering new arrivals, I asked a series of questions for our database. One of these questions was plainly “Why are you traveling?”

Common answers were “poverty”, “the economy”, “to get ahead in life”, “lack of jobs in my country”, “to give my family a better future”, “to flee the gangs”, “delincuency”, “necessity.”

Most migrants left their homes for a number of reasons: gang violence, economic reasons, reunification with family already in the US. Unfortunately, though, very few of the people that I met have adequate grounds to claim asylum. To claim asylum, one must prove that one fears returning to one’s home nation on the grounds that one will be persecuted on account of race, religion, nationality, political opinion or membership in a social group. Neither gang violence nor economic necessity fit nicely into these categories. Thus, for many immigrants, living in the US without documents is a better option than working through the long and tiresome bureaucratic process that is more likely to end in deportation than asylum.

Undocumented immigrants are frequently abused and mistreated in the US. However, they are often among the most noble and brave people I have met.

The story of one migrant I met named Josué can illuminate this. Josué had just been laid off of his job working as a bread delivery man for Bimbo. The next day local gangsters found out that he was unemployed and asked him to work for them. He didn’t want to work for the gangs and didn’t want to reject them, which would put his and his family’s life in danger. He stood up for his morals and resisted violence by fleeing his country. He made a huge sacrifice to leave his family and former life behind.
Upon his arrival in the US, he will work and save money in hopes to achieve the Sueño Americano, or American Dream, which for many Central Americans is saving enough money to send for their family members to join them in the United States




At the beginning of February, my group of YAGM Mexico volunteers and I headed to the US-Mexico border in Arizona to learn about immigration, border enforcement and the lives of citizens and service workers on both sides of the border.

We visited various non-profits, the mayor of the border town Douglas, AZ, border patrol and a court that mass-sentences undocumented immigrants called Operation Streamline. At this court, illegal entrants are mass-processed and deported. At the Tucson branch of Operation Streamline, up to 70 people are sentenced a day during a trial that lasts less than an hour. In Del Rio, TX up to twice as many are sentenced and deported each day. Operation Streamline began in the mid-2000s when the US decided to start prosecuting illegal entry as a criminal offense. The rationale was likely to provide a further deterrent to undocumented immigration. The greater effect of this court, though, has been to undermine due process of these defendants and expand the private prison complex in the US.[4]

As I witnessed Operation Streamline, I began to see connections between the imprisonment of latino immigrants and the mass incarceration of US citizens, specifically young black men. I began to read Michelle Alexander’s “The New Jim Crow,” Bryan Stevenson’s “Just Mercy” and other works. I learned that many black men and poor defendants are also denied due process, and are dealt long-sentences that do not do restorative justice. I learned that the War on Drugs has provided our nation with an excuse to disproportionately arrest, imprison and felonize minorities. I became perplexed as I realized that our nation is fighting a war on drugs and a war on illegal immigrants. These wars are one-sided. Wars in which we have created the “enemy.” And more often than not, the enemy is a minority, is poor, and is often a foreigner.

I realized that we have not been faithful to the words on which our nation is built, “We hold these truths to be self-evident; that all men are created equal, that they are endowed by their creator with certain unalienable rights, that among these are life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness.”

I realized that our ancestors were also once poor, minorities and foreigners.

I realized that we have not been faithful to the words of our faith. Our scriptures tell stories of migrants and refugees. Israel’s exile in Egypt, baby Jesus’ search for refuge while Harod slaughtered innocent young males, and Yahweh’s commandments to love the foreigner, the poor, the imprisoned. I pray that we will see that these stories weren’t just the history of a distant people, but are rather living exhortations to us today.




The way forward is not clear. In the midst of such injustice, it is easy to give up hope. We are sometimes tempted to think that the work of bringing justice to the world should be left for Christ’s return while we focus on our personal spiritual lives now. But, New Testament Theologian, NT Wright shares “The power of the Gospel lies not in the offer of a new spirituality or religious experience, not in the threat of hellfire…, which can be removed only if the hearer checks this box, says this prayer, raises a hand, or whatever, but [rather the power of the Gospel lies] in the powerful announcement that God is God, that Jesus is Lord, that the powers of evil have been defeated, that God’s new world has begun” (Surprised By Hope, p.227).

Working for God’s new creation, God’s kin-dom begins with taking an honest assessment of the world as it is. A world full of Narcos, violence, slavery, greedy financial advisers and CEOs, corrupt politicians, and systemic sin. It involves not shying away from these things, but observing them and recognizing our own role in them.

As my volunteer friend Alyssa shared, “We cannot fight that captivity to sin if we do not first confess it. If we do not first look critically at the institutions in which we live. If we do not acknowledge that oppressive systems exist and we (people of the global north) benefit from that oppression. "...we confess we are captive to sin and cannot free ourselves." When we join our voices together and acknowledge the broken systems and the sin in our world, we can begin the work of liberation and grace. The work of accompaniment and solidarity. The work of listening and the work of a holy and healing presence with one another.” 

This work of accompaniment and solidarity, liberation and grace is then carried out in each of our lives. One does not have to move to Mexico or around the world as a missionary to begin to take part in this work. Rather, this work is carried out in each of our vocations, whether you are a lawyer, a doctor, a teacher, a social worker, a janitor, a financial advisor, an artists or a pastor. NT Wright shares “every act of love, gratitude and kindness; every work of art of music inspired by the love of God and delight in the beauty of his creation; every minute spend teaching a severely handicapped child to read or to walk; every act of care and nurture, of comfort and support, for one’s fellow human beings and… one’s fellow nonhuman creatures; [every] prayer, all Spirit-led teaching, every deed that spreads the Gospel, builds up the church, embraces and embodies holiness rather than corruption, and makes the name of Jesus honored in the world - - - all of this will find its way, through the resurrecting power of God, into the new creation that God will one day make” (Surprised By Hope). Amen.


[1] This is a paraphrase from a line of Shane Claiborne’s in his book The Irresistible Revolution.
[2] By using the word “kin-dom,” I leave out the imperial and dominating connotations of “kingdom,” and I recognize that we are all children of God’s growing family, which is made up of all kinds of people from all around the globe.
[3] You can read about Franky’s story in my blog post “My Neighbor is a Migrant

[4] Read more about Operation Streamline and mass incarceration in the United States in my blog post “CRIMINAL inJUSTICE.”

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